Popular, Unpopular

I'd rather be popular for being unpopular than be unpopular for being popular.

Huh? Where I'd got this? Well, I just made this up. This came to being with my persona. Probably the outlook in how I show myself to others.

Popular for being unpopular.

I've never been the personality that is to be loved right away by most people. I don't have the charisma of showbiz personalities, nor those of powerful men and women. I don't even want to force myself and push to the limits to get recognized and appreciated by others. I prefer to be the laid back type. I prefer to stay in the background. I prefer to work in silence. I prefer that others succeed because of I guided them to the right path. Eventually, others would hate me because of my strict and methodical style...but I want them to achieve. It is my joy that they are up there. Yet I don't want to get credit for it. It is them that should be given recognition. For it is they who worked hard for it.

I prefer to be hated and cursed by them...... so I may be able to work behind the shadows of the popular...that my true work cannot be detected by anybody else.

Unpopular for being popular

I don't have this persona though. But I'm referring to those wannabe's who think they are so great. To much bragging about self, that in reality, they just took the success of others and credit to their names. I hate such personalities. I don't want to be like them.

I'd better stay this way. Just work and act, in silence, and in shadows. My work have all been success. Not too much talk...just work with direction....c",)