Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Popular, Unpopular

I'd rather be popular for being unpopular than be unpopular for being popular.

Huh? Where I'd got this? Well, I just made this up. This came to being with my persona. Probably the outlook in how I show myself to others.

Popular for being unpopular.

I've never been the personality that is to be loved right away by most people. I don't have the charisma of showbiz personalities, nor those of powerful men and women. I don't even want to force myself and push to the limits to get recognized and appreciated by others. I prefer to be the laid back type. I prefer to stay in the background. I prefer to work in silence. I prefer that others succeed because of I guided them to the right path. Eventually, others would hate me because of my strict and methodical style...but I want them to achieve. It is my joy that they are up there. Yet I don't want to get credit for it. It is them that should be given recognition. For it is they who worked hard for it.

I prefer to be hated and cursed by them...... so I may be able to work behind the shadows of the popular...that my true work cannot be detected by anybody else.

Unpopular for being popular

I don't have this persona though. But I'm referring to those wannabe's who think they are so great. To much bragging about self, that in reality, they just took the success of others and credit to their names. I hate such personalities. I don't want to be like them.

I'd better stay this way. Just work and act, in silence, and in shadows. My work have all been success. Not too much talk...just work with direction....c",)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Chaos Theory

Chaos Theory.

It is a field of study in mathematics, physics, economics, and philosophy studying the behavior of dynamical systems that are highly sensitive to initial conditions. This sensitivity is popularly referred to as the butterfly effect. Small differences in initial conditions (such as those due to rounding errors in numerical computation) yield widely diverging outcomes for chaotic systems, rendering long-term prediction impossible in general.This happens even though these systems are deterministic, meaning that their future behavior is fully determined by their initial conditions, with no random elements involved.In other words, the deterministic nature of these systems does not make them predictable.This behavior is known as deterministic chaos, or simply chaos. (from Wikipedia.org)

To make things simple, chaos are caused by its initial conditions, with all effects just happens caused from the previous, and the end part is the most chaotic of all.

Does this theory happen in real life? I think i do believe it happens. One time, my day started badly after inquiring over the web for my salary. Instead of expecting a bigger amount, it was very much less as expected. I got into a bad mood, and series of bad events happened on that day. The last that ever on that day was having the alternator of my car broke down at the middle of the traffic. Traffic was jammed of because of my car trouble. Quite lucky though, I was just near a car repair shop. It got fixed an hour after. But did my misfortunes end that day from a bad start? Actually, the last of the series happened 3 days after. I was supposed to deposit money to my checking account as payment for my credit card on the day I received my salary. But because I was in bad mood, I completely forgot about it. The result, a bouncing check, and instead, I get to pay a 100% penalty surchage of my supposedly amount to pay.

I had other misfortunes that happen in the same manner.... And all started bad, and ended bad as well.

So to say, I believe in the chaos theory.